April 20, 2020
My Non-Starter |
I wished I had started keeping a diary
earlier so I could better have tracked the changes in my emotional
state. All I knew for sure is that I was mostly fine until the previous day
when I heard I would be prohibited from going out to exercise. That
was when it started to get hard for me. I was fine being alone as
long as I could go out, breathe hard for a couple of hours, and enjoy
the beauty around me. The prospect of being stuck with nothing but a
view of my patio walls and my neighbors' derelict cars was
depressing.
As of Monday morning, the states of
Jalisco and Nayarit had issued an order forbidding anyone from
leaving their homes except for essential activities. Those over
sixty were ordered to stay at home, period. Wearing a mask in public
became mandatory. Businesses not complying with the rules (and there
were some) were subject to closure. Anyone caught having a party
could be jailed. These were sensible measures and were a direct
result of people ignoring earlier, more lenient suggestions.
Conspiracy theories abounded and I had
even started receiving posts about them from Mexican friends, in
Spanish. This depressed me more than anything except losing the opportunity
to exercise.
Lime Steeping in Tequila |
I admitted defeat in regards to my
sourdough starter and made a pancake out of it for breakfast. Then I
went to work on the “limoncello” that I was making from lime
peels and tequila. I had a full bottle of tequila, but wasn't a
tequila drinker. Since we were not permitted to buy alcohol, I had
decided to try to make something out of it that I might enjoy. I had
peeled forty limes the week before and had been steeping the peels in
the tequila for seven days. I made a simple syrup and blended the two
concoctions before setting the mixture aside to cure for another
couple of weeks. It wasn't the pretty, yellow color that it would
have been if it had been made with lemons and vodka, but still showed
promise. I set the sweetened, tequila saturated peels out in the sun
to dry, hoping to make good use of them later.
I practiced the guitar and then sat
down to write. It seemed like the day would be a long one.
New Hose Rack |
My housemate and her boyfriend arrived
in the late morning. They were preparing to depart for points north
in his sailboat and were bustling about, doing laundry and errands. John helped Cherie complete a few projects that she had intended to get done that season. He put up a hose rack to finally get our garden hose off the patio. I had been tripping over that hose for three years and really appreciated this addition.
Our house gets crowded quickly. I stayed in my room and read while
they were home and used the periods when they were away to practice
the guitar. It was a long, slow day. They finally departed about
9:00 in the evening. Part of me wished that I, too, was heading for
the Sea of Cortez but Baja had been hit hard by the corona virus and
no one knew what conditions would be like for cruisers in the Sea as
time went on. I was equally content to stay where I was, where at
least I could control my environment to some extent.
April 21, 2021
Our Terrace |
Thinking it prudent not to disobey the
order to stay at home, I didn't go out for a walk. Instead, I made
tea and went up on the terrace, hoping to catch the sunrise from
there. There wasn't much of a view. It would be impossible to keep
up the stream of cheerful morning photographs that I had been posting
on Facebook if I were trapped in my house. I loved my neighborhood,
but it was not scenic, especially when many of the trees are bare.
The rains and the growing season were still months away.
Neighbor's Yard at Dawn |
The morning net brought the good news
that exercising would be considered an “essential” activity. I
would be able to walk or run in the mornings. That cheered me up for
an hour before I received a phone call from my broker informing me
that I should sell all my investments to protect my capital. My income would be reduced to near zero. My rental
properties were sitting vacant and no one was interested in moving
during the quarantine.
While I had known all along that this
virus might very well change my financial position forever, the
prospect of having to live on my capital made it very real. I could
probably rebound from a month or two but, if this went on for long, I
would have to make some tough choices in the future. That left me
feeling glum.
Soda Bread |
Activity was the antidote to
depression, so I swept the patios and made some mint sun tea. I
practiced the guitar and baked a loaf of soda bread. Baking was a
challenge. I couldn't get yeast locally or the buttermilk required to
make soda bread. I had read somewhere that a mixture of milk and
yogurt would suffice. The only yogurt I had was peach flavored ,but I
figured a little peach in my bread wouldn't hurt anything. The
thermostat in our oven was inaccurate and it took forever to cook the
bread, but it turned out okay. It was dense and biscuitlike, but
satisfied my craving.
Media Luna, one of my favorite bands,
played a rooftop concert live streamed over Facebook that evening.
It wasn't a long show, but it did cheer me up. Their youthful energy
was infectious. It was fun watching the show with friends far and
near.
April 22, 2020
Dock 1 Entrance |
I returned to my usual routine and went
for a walk in the marina before dawn. I was almost out of cat food,
so didn't have much to share with my furry friends. They let me
hear about it. Most of the usual walkers were out and I was the only
one wearing a mask. I tried wearing the one that Cherie had bought
at Mega. The elastic wouldn't stay hooked over my ears. I tied the
two pieces of elastic together with a piece of cord over my head.
That kept the mask on but gave me a brutal headache after and hour
and a half of walking.
Dock Eight Before Dawn |
Sunrise Over the Breakwater |
Marina Cat Colony |
Sweeping had become my new hobby. It
gave me an excuse to get outside and check up on the neighborhood. I
usually swept the front patio upon my return from exercise.
Sometimes I swept the back later in the day. Now and then, I swept
the sidewalk in front of the house. When I was feeling especially
industrious, I would rake the leaves up off the street. The tree in
front of our house was evergreen, but dropped leaves year round. In
the early spring, it carpeted the ground with tiny flowers. At this
season, it dropped small, pistachio-like fruits and twigs that
clogged the broom and frustrated my sweeping. I had a love/hate
relationship with that tree. It was rather ugly and made a lot of
work for me but it did provide us with much needed shade.
It was cool in the house and I got
chilled after my shower. I made tea and took it out onto the terrace
to drink it in the sun. I ended up dozing on the daybed for an hour.
It was still too chilly for me indoors, so I brought my computer
back out onto the terrace to write. It was shady by that time, but
there was a pleasant breeze and it was still warmer than indoors.
The Daybed on Our Terrace |
It stayed cool all day. It was 4:00 I
the afternoon before I got too warm to play the guitar without taking
off my light bathrobe. There was nothing much to do. I read,
practiced, and watched Netflix. It was getting easier to do nothing.
April 23, 2020
I somehow managed to turn off my alarm
and go back to sleep until 6:45. Then, I just didn't feel like going
for a run. I got up, made tea, and sat on the terrace until someone
interrupted me with a text. It was nearly 9:00. I had lost track of
the time and missed the net. I did manage to wash the filthy
mosquito netting from over the day bed and sweep the terrace during
that time, but it was a pretty lazy morning, even so.
When I had finally managed to shower
and eat breakfast, I walked into town to shop for a few essentials at
Mario's. Then I lugged my two bags of groceries back home. I had
donned my mask just before entering the store, but wore it nearly all
the way home because I kept encountering people on the sidewalk.
Mural in the Village |
I settled in for a long day of doing
nothing and started with a nap. Mid nap, I received a text from my
housemate, Cherie, that they had returned to La Cruz. Apparently,
they had broken the forestay on John's boat just before reaching the
Marias Islands and the mast had come down. The bimini and solar
panels had prevented anyone from being injured, thankfully. The navy
was nearby and assisted them to secure things enough to motor back to
La Cruz.
Cherie returned just before 2:00. John
remained on the boat to assess the damage and try to arrive at a
course of action. It did not look like they were going to be sailing
to San Carlos in time for his haul-out appointment.
I had planned to be lazy and
feel sorry for myself all day, but Cherie and John's misfortune
rather dwarfed my mild depression. I got up, made lunch, and sat
down to write.
April 24, 2020
Abandoned Panga at the Soccer Field |
View from the Ridge |
Crack I Squeezed Through |
I was determined to make Friday a
better day than the day before. I got up early and went for a walk
into the hills. It was too dark to run on the rocky road. After a
couple of miles on the familiar track, I reached an intersection and
decided to take the road less traveled. I knew the main road ended
at a closed gate, so wanted
to see where the other direction went. It quickly deteriorated to something between a trail and a stream bed. I followed it uphill and enjoyed some lovely vistas as the sun rose. I continued over the hill and began to descend. After a few minutes, I could hear cars and suspected that I was heading for the highway. The track met the highway to Sayulita near the roadside fruit stands. It was blocked off with barbed wire and I could just barely squeeze myself between the fence and a tree. The fruit stands were now closed up tight and even the guard dogs were off duty. One doberman was worrying a stuffed animal. Once I reached the highway, I ran the two miles back into La Cruz. It made a nice five mile loop.
to see where the other direction went. It quickly deteriorated to something between a trail and a stream bed. I followed it uphill and enjoyed some lovely vistas as the sun rose. I continued over the hill and began to descend. After a few minutes, I could hear cars and suspected that I was heading for the highway. The track met the highway to Sayulita near the roadside fruit stands. It was blocked off with barbed wire and I could just barely squeeze myself between the fence and a tree. The fruit stands were now closed up tight and even the guard dogs were off duty. One doberman was worrying a stuffed animal. Once I reached the highway, I ran the two miles back into La Cruz. It made a nice five mile loop.
Shuttered Fruit Stand |
I listened to the net, made breakfast
and did a couple of loads of laundry. Then I swept the front patio
and took a quick trip to the Oxxo for ice cream. All the candy
shelves were empty. I wondered if that had been banned, too,
although I hadn't heard anything about it.
The day passed quickly between guitar
practice, laundry, and reading. I didn't get around to writing until
after dinner.
April 25,2020
Permanent X-mas Decoration at the Marina |
Day 39 of quarantine. I got up at the
usual time to take my walk around the marina. It was getting
difficult to find new photographic subjects. I had been
photographing the dawn in that marina for six years. I never got
tired of looking at it. I hoped my readers weren't getting bored,
either.
Philo's Memorial at Dawn |
Patterns in the Mud at Low Tide |
Chicken Enchiladas |
April 26, 2020
Patio Wall Before Paint |
I slept in a little bit on Sunday
morning. Took my time eating breakfast and then practiced the guitar
for a bit before starting to prep the wall I intended to paint. It
didn't look too bad until I started scraping off the loose paint and
realized that probably forty percent of it was loose. I scraped off
what I could and then scrubbed a bunch more off with a stiff brush.
The loose paint made a big mess that I needed to sweep up before I
could wash the wall.
After breaking for lunch and some more
guitar practice, I went back out and scrubbed the wall with bleach to
kill the mildew. I scrubbed off more paint and blew off even more
when I sprayed the wall to rinse it. The flakes of paint splattered
all over the adjacent wall and the patio. Painting these walls
always required things to get a lot worse before they started to
improve.
I began the process of turning a
drawing I had made several years before into a painting. I traced the
major shapes with the intention of simplifying the design into
something I could paint on a canvas or maybe my bedroom wall. It was
tempting to paint a mural on one of the big, blank patio walls, but
exterior paint was just too temporary to make the effort worthwhile.
Original Drawing to Be Painted |
Cherie and John came back just before
dinner time and I got to hear John's impressions of the dismasting.
The forestay had parted inside the furler tube. It was not
immediately obvious what had broken. He had tried to drop the main
instead of immediately running a halyard forward to secure the mast.
The whole process only took a minute or two, so there might not have
been time to rig a temporary stay, anyway. Fortunately, no one was
injured and the Mexican navy had been within sight when it happened.
They promptly came to lend their assistance. A dozen sailors and the
ship's windlass helped them to pull the mast out of the water and
secure it on the deck. The ship continued to monitor their progress
towards La Cruz until they made contact with the port captain.
After dinner, I listened to Cheko live
at the Groove House Studio and chatted with Matt. I checked the
daily corona virus statistics. The number of new cases had dropped
for the second day running. I dared to hope that the first wave had
truly peaked, although I realized that such data was always suspect, especially on the weekend when some locations did not report results.
I read for a bit and then went to sleep without taking any melatonin.
It seemed like all I wanted to do was sleep. I was starting to
suspect that my blood pressure was low again.
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